My boy

I'm having some serious mixed emotions about my little guy turning one. Too not say "my baby" anymore makes me sad. We will officially be out of the baby stage and into the pre-toddler stage. As I think about this past year and what an indescribable blessing Kohen has been on Jordan and I life, I honestly tear up a little. It has had its times of struggles, but anytime he looks at me and says "ma ma" or giggles when I say "Boo" all those memories of struggles or strife go away. Kohen is what I never knew I always wanted. Jordan and I want plenty more kids but there is always something about your first born. This song lyrics sum up everything I feel~

Little Guy

You came into this world, in a blink of an eye.
Well man how time really flies.
You made me smile, and as a tear fell from my eye.
You lit that room up little guy.
It was the best day of my life.
Now I’m a laugh with you, cry with you, let my love surround you
And I’m dance with you pray for you and wrap my arms around you when you cry
Little guy

Cause I’m gonna be the best dad that I can,
I’ll take you by those little hands.
And when you stumbled, I’ll pick you right up.
I’ll be your number one fan.
And watch you grow into a man.
Now I’m a laugh with you, cry with you, and let my love surround you.
And I’m a dance with you pray for you and wrap my arms around you when you cry,
Little guy
Your gonna grow older and wiser.
And your gonna chase your dreams.
And one day raise a family.
And you’ll know just what I mean.
Son you mean the world to me.
Now I’m a laugh with you, cry with you, let my love surround you.
And I’m a dance with you pray for you and wrap my arms around you when you cry,
Little guy
I’m so glad your mine,
Little guy